1. |
Move the Rug
03:36
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I guess my friends are here to stay
Impermanence - my middle name
I'm going insane
So now I spend my days upstairs
And I don't mind the heat up there
Choke on the air
What were you saying again?
I'm having trouble listening
Oh
I try to hide bloodshot eyes red
I've had bad luck, just like you said
Stuck in my head
Rejoice when things go well, get clean
Despair when everything falls on me
I'm mad, can't breathe
There's a carpet blocking half of the steps to my bed
It's been there since I started sleeping alone
And getting used to all the different smells - it's hell
I think I'm finally gonna move
I guess my friends are here
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2. |
Best Of Me
05:48
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It's getting hard to show you the best of me
When I could just leave, baby
When I'm not sure who I am
Shove aside my negativity
Until there's nothing to see of me
That's the one thing I have planned
Praise the days it feels alright to breathe
Or wear my heart on my sleeve, baby
Shred the shame, drown in the bath
My underwater life on ecstasy
Fake positivity, maybe?
No one knows how much I've had
When I'm feeling bad
I'm having a good time
Is this what it feels like? To be alive?
Pulling roaches from my spine
Is it so difficult? To fall in line?
Suffocate under the weight of being
Do the dishes; comb my hair
Two more hours 'til she's home with me
Flash a charming, vacant stare
It's not my fault
I'm trying not to do it again
But I spend weekdays counting minutes from the hour
Faithfully
It's not my fault
The dark is tugging at me again
It's not my fault
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3. |
Ever Ever
04:20
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You are so sweet to pretend that you're listening
Lights in the back of your head: slowly dimming
I see the pictures you took on the wall, there
When can we leave? It's so hard to ignore them.
I never ever thought I'd be the one to let you down
Oh I know it's a shame that we never connected
In that way
Screaming his name through a drunk & packed basement
He shifts his eyes, he is young and embarassed
But you know the way that he likes you to do that
So you run your mouth, and he's happy to listen
WE WOULD HAVE BEEN A MISTAKE
YOU GAVE ME YOUR HEART TO BREAK
HOLDING YOUR HAND IN JULY
AUGUST
SEPTEMBER
YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME
BY THE WINTER
TIME
You cut your bangs and you shaved off your eyebrows
Pulled out your teeth, popped your eyes with a nail file
Life is much sweeter without inhibition
You swore them off, and I'm glad you don't miss them
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4. |
Nothing
05:13
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It's easy to see:
You're hiding from the nightmare every time that you breathe
And you're nothing but dust
You're nothing but the ashes of those half memories
Isn't this what you wanted?
Isn't this the solitude that you've been craving for years?
What more will it take?
What else is on the docket for the rest of the day?
NOTHING
AGAIN
It's a shifty disease
Symptoms tucked away in eyelids of your family tree
White collar success; white everything
Your jokes are really getting to me
Don't try to say sorry
Just say that you'll try harder when you see me next week
And don't stare at the sun; it's damaging!
But promise me that you'll take a peek
I am not the only one here
He has a face
He has a name
Impossible
I am not the only one here
But it's not a place
That I want to stay
Feeling:
NOTHING
AGAIN
I'll do better
Swear off those DUMB, ELITIST HABITS in the name of LOVE
I'm not better
But when I wake up in the morning, I find peace in my bones
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5. |
Trash U
04:46
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I want to put all the maggots from the trash in your room
Take all the recyclables and pile them on top of you
Remember that time I told you to get out of my house?
That's a sweet memory that I can only dream of now
A couple months ago, yeah; I was only thinking mean
Pretending I didn't know how to act; or even how to speak!
Tried to get in touch with the man I used to know
Put me in line and show me how to fully let go
I don't want to see you
GET FUCKED; NOT YOU
I don't have to hear you
NO WAY; TOO LATE
I am going to miss you
SOFT HATE; CAN'T WAIT
I just want to TRASH U
YEAH
List the common symptoms of knowing what you're talking about
Feeling god's anger ripping through your bones
And not knowing when to shut your mouth
Shatter all your lovely bits and take them with you to your tomb
Get those condescending thoughts out of your head;
They're going to strangle the love out of you
NO ESCAPE // POISON FATE
NO MORE HATE // LOVE TODAY
FOUND THE WORLD // IN A GIRL
NICE ESTATE // BURN THIS PLACE
TRASH U
TRASH U
TRASH U
TRASH U
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