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CARE

by Big Nobody

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1.
Move the Rug 03:36
I guess my friends are here to stay Impermanence - my middle name I'm going insane So now I spend my days upstairs And I don't mind the heat up there Choke on the air What were you saying again? I'm having trouble listening Oh I try to hide bloodshot eyes red I've had bad luck, just like you said Stuck in my head Rejoice when things go well, get clean Despair when everything falls on me I'm mad, can't breathe There's a carpet blocking half of the steps to my bed It's been there since I started sleeping alone And getting used to all the different smells - it's hell I think I'm finally gonna move I guess my friends are here
2.
Best Of Me 05:48
It's getting hard to show you the best of me When I could just leave, baby When I'm not sure who I am Shove aside my negativity Until there's nothing to see of me That's the one thing I have planned Praise the days it feels alright to breathe Or wear my heart on my sleeve, baby Shred the shame, drown in the bath My underwater life on ecstasy Fake positivity, maybe? No one knows how much I've had When I'm feeling bad I'm having a good time Is this what it feels like? To be alive? Pulling roaches from my spine Is it so difficult? To fall in line? Suffocate under the weight of being Do the dishes; comb my hair Two more hours 'til she's home with me Flash a charming, vacant stare It's not my fault I'm trying not to do it again But I spend weekdays counting minutes from the hour Faithfully It's not my fault The dark is tugging at me again It's not my fault
3.
Ever Ever 04:20
You are so sweet to pretend that you're listening Lights in the back of your head: slowly dimming I see the pictures you took on the wall, there When can we leave? It's so hard to ignore them. I never ever thought I'd be the one to let you down Oh I know it's a shame that we never connected In that way Screaming his name through a drunk & packed basement He shifts his eyes, he is young and embarassed But you know the way that he likes you to do that So you run your mouth, and he's happy to listen WE WOULD HAVE BEEN A MISTAKE YOU GAVE ME YOUR HEART TO BREAK HOLDING YOUR HAND IN JULY AUGUST SEPTEMBER YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME BY THE WINTER TIME You cut your bangs and you shaved off your eyebrows Pulled out your teeth, popped your eyes with a nail file Life is much sweeter without inhibition You swore them off, and I'm glad you don't miss them
4.
Nothing 05:13
It's easy to see: You're hiding from the nightmare every time that you breathe And you're nothing but dust You're nothing but the ashes of those half memories Isn't this what you wanted? Isn't this the solitude that you've been craving for years? What more will it take? What else is on the docket for the rest of the day? NOTHING AGAIN It's a shifty disease Symptoms tucked away in eyelids of your family tree White collar success; white everything Your jokes are really getting to me Don't try to say sorry Just say that you'll try harder when you see me next week And don't stare at the sun; it's damaging! But promise me that you'll take a peek I am not the only one here He has a face He has a name Impossible I am not the only one here But it's not a place That I want to stay Feeling: NOTHING AGAIN I'll do better Swear off those DUMB, ELITIST HABITS in the name of LOVE I'm not better But when I wake up in the morning, I find peace in my bones
5.
Trash U 04:46
I want to put all the maggots from the trash in your room Take all the recyclables and pile them on top of you Remember that time I told you to get out of my house? That's a sweet memory that I can only dream of now A couple months ago, yeah; I was only thinking mean Pretending I didn't know how to act; or even how to speak! Tried to get in touch with the man I used to know Put me in line and show me how to fully let go I don't want to see you GET FUCKED; NOT YOU I don't have to hear you NO WAY; TOO LATE I am going to miss you SOFT HATE; CAN'T WAIT I just want to TRASH U YEAH List the common symptoms of knowing what you're talking about Feeling god's anger ripping through your bones And not knowing when to shut your mouth Shatter all your lovely bits and take them with you to your tomb Get those condescending thoughts out of your head; They're going to strangle the love out of you NO ESCAPE // POISON FATE NO MORE HATE // LOVE TODAY FOUND THE WORLD // IN A GIRL NICE ESTATE // BURN THIS PLACE TRASH U TRASH U TRASH U TRASH U

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released September 15, 2017

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